no, but I have spotify.

My favorite song is "Oh, Death" by SUGR? and it makes me feel a multitude of ways - there's an underlying sense of morbidity to it, since the song is literally about death but the music makes me feel a sense of optimism. It's upbeat and happy despite talking about death and crying, and it helps me feel like a weight is lifted off of my shoulders when I listen to it. There's many textures in it to me and it oscilates between being choppy and upbeat and smooth, and the song has many different texture changes throughout. To me, it feels like I am at a party having the crashout of my life while the music is blaring around me before eventually giving myself into the music and giving up on my negative feelings. I feel like the song is primarily red, but I see a flash of blue on the beats. It tastes like Pepsi.

I've played music in various capacities throughout my life -- I started as a percussionist in high school and then joined choir, and went on to do choir in college. I've also played guitar and ukulele throughout my life. I was in musical theater throughout high school and college as well.