No

I am free by Mariah Carey. It makes me feel liberated and strong. Going through a period of sadness and depression. That was the song to keep and push me forward. In the first verse she says "Once, I was a prisoner, Lost inside myself, With the world surrounding me, Wandering through the misery, But now I am free". That alone gave me courage. Like Ms. Carey once said, music is heavily linked to spirituality and I too believe that.

Yes, I play and study music alot every day even. Many people would find that to to be a bit much. Playing music every day... music speaks to me in more ways than one. Depending on the type of music and what I'm currently feeling or going through, I'm either brought into an imaginary world of peace and tranquility, or music that touches my soul prompting tears to fall from eyes... I love to hear the different elements, instruments and compositions of a track. Trying to distinguish them and picking every detail brings me joy.....In the very near future I intend to get myself a guitar, I want to be able to create sounds of my own.